free style for the week of May 2

Deep inside me, this disease lives
Everyday it seems to grow stronger
People don't understand why I am this way
Reasoning can't discribe
Exactly how I feel
Sadness is a way of life for me
Sorrow never leaves
Inside my mind I can't escape
Obessive feels of sadness and grief
Never will it leave me, only time will tell...

Freestyle blog for the week of May 2

Alone

The happiness I once felt has long since passed,
My emotions are going crazy,
My heart in pieces like shattered glass.
Today I tried to put on a brave face,
And smile when I’m in a crowd.
These treats may have fooled some,
But for myself it didn’t work.
Because secretly thus night,
When I climb into bed alone,
My tears spilled down my cheeks
With the thought of you being gone.
I tried so hard to hate you,
To forget that you’re alive.
But I can’t stop loving you,
And it makes me want to die.
I felt so happy to have met you,
And I’ve tried so hard to forget you.
But my mind is poisoned with your memories,
My heart is filled with nothing but love toward you.
The tears have started to slow down now,
I may be able to go to sleep.
I am dreaming of that happiness,
The one that’s long since passed.
These memories of you are good ones,
And they will always last.

Process post for the week of May 2

This week has has rather bitter sweet. It's so hard to believe that the class is over. It's sad for me to think that the class is over because it has been one of my favorite classes I have taken thus far. At the same time it is exciting to know that I have made it through the class and I am one step closer to achieving my major. I really enjoyed everything that we have done in class this year. I enjoyed all the writings we've done and listening and sharing writings with the other students in the class. I really think I have grow as a writer and as a person by taking this class. I have learned more about my style of writing and I have really come to see what things are most important to me because they are those that I constantly write about and cannot stop thinking about. I am really excited to get my final portfolio done. I think some of the changes I've made to my pieces have been really good and have made my pieces much stronger. I am excited to be able to share this completed project with you. It has veen a great class and I look forward to being able to take more classes with you in the future!